"We are the music makers and we are the dreamers of dreams." ~ Arthur O'Shaughnessy

Wednesday, April 17, 2019

How the Universe Functions; Law of Attraction Supported by Latest Quantum Experiments

Breakthroughs in quantum experiments have revealed that our universe may in fact be a simulation. In the quantum double slit experiment scientists discovered not only that everything in our universe translates as resonance waves but also those waves are manipulated by being observed. 

Quantum physics is the study of how light and matter behave at the smallest observable level known to modern science. These quantum particles are observed in different ways in order to explain the nature of reality in our universe. Think of it as anatomy of the cosmos. When we first observed the smallest particles in our bodies we better understood their functions allowing us to cure illness and perform operations. Learning about how the universe works is the key to understanding it’s function, imagine what we could do with that.

The universe at a quantum level is naturally in a waveform state. These vibratory wave forms change to particles as soon as we observe them and make a decision about how it should behave.  This indicates that when we hold a belief the universe literally forms it and creates a reality for it. The trouble we run into can be described with an analogy to archery. If when we make a decision the waveform of the universe turns that decision into reality it’s like the wave becomes an arrow aimed at only one specific target. Where as the waveform lands many little arrows all at seemingly random points suggesting that the waveform could direct us to any of these points as long as we don’t form a solid belief about how the waves get there. Giving your attention to something draws it to you, as does your whole attitude toward life so we must learn to project what we want to attract.




According to these findings everything in our universe responds to how we perceive it. Physical scientific proof that we are in control of our own destiny yet we lack the mental toolbox to accept and use this to it’s full potential. Or do we? What if it were like tuning into a radio station? Imagine the universe is made of sound waves. If you vibrate at a certain frequency there is a sound. You can resonate at any frequency you want by feeling it. Your instrument of communicating with the universe is your true feelings. Resonance = disposition. The idea is that if you decide to resonate with love, the highest frequency there is, life in general is better and you are happier. However resonate at a low frequency such as fear, and you find it hard to believe any higher frequencies exist. You just can’t hear that music. How we feel determines the internal music we listen to and by consciously changing what we want to hear it changes our frequency. 



We can tune into a frequency like a favorite radio station but life will cause it to become fuzzy or even change from time to time. The whole philosophy is that you are in control of your radio. Your thoughts and the feelings attached to them are what control the radio station. When you’re happy, and positive and loving life you’re listening to the best radio station in existence. You just have to decide, I want to hear that music and tune in. According to the law of attraction, that which is like unto itself is drawn. If it were a musical game you would simply play the melody you wanted to hear played back to you. The music is played by adjusting your thoughts to produce the feeling you wish to maintain. This is where we will run into trouble because changing our thoughts from negative to positive takes constant work over our entire lifetime. Not easy but definitely worth a try since it seems that might be why we’re all here. There is another element to all of this, contrast. There will always be duality in life, light and dark, male and female. The point of existence seems to be expansion. We can never reach an end to this process as long as we are alive. We will always be in a state of flux, even if we succeed in controlling our vibration there will be moments of upheaval and strife for us to grow from. In this way we are expanding and evolving. I think it’s possible that as we evolve we might cause the universe to expand.



If there were ever a way to unlock the magic of our brain’s full capacity wouldn’t it be to speak the language of the universe? Have you ever been to a concert and felt the incredible energy of all the people there having an amazing experience together? Then maybe you’ve noticed you’re just happier for the next few days. That’s an example of vibration effecting our lives in a positive way. being in an intensely positive environment raises your vibration, being in a negative one lowers it. If you agree, and want to start changing your thoughts today please have patience with yourself. It takes time, the struggle is very real. It took me years to get to this level of understanding. I highly recommend listening to Alan Watts or Abraham-Hicks on youtube. (links below) Please try meditation, it really is the easiest path to answering the questions your mind rests on the most. 


*I have referenced both sources that are easy to understand and scholarly ones that make my head hurt to back up my claims. Namaste.

Scholarly Reference:
Young’s Double-Slit Experiment With Single Photons and Quantum Eraser

Other References:
Dr. Quantum - Double Slit Experiment (Embedded in article above.)


Quantum Eraser: (Explains how scientists proved the waves only happen when unobserved.)




Suplemental
Experiment notes:
(from the quantum eraser video)
Scientists delay observing particle/waves until after they’ve passed through the slits and just before they hit the screen. 
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They found that observance changes waves into particles and the pattern on the screen will always be 2 slits (the way particles would behave) if the path to the outcome is known. However the interference pattern will always occur if the path to the screen is not known to the observer. This was tested in the lab using reflectors to bounce the waveforms off and redirect to randomized screens so their paths could not be determined. The conclusion was that as long as the subatomic particles that make up our universe are not being observed and scrutinized they are waves of potential, and when they are observed with knowledge they become one focused point with one destination.
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Not only does the observer turn wave functions into particles at the quantum level but when they do so, it appears they always were so. This indicates that the observer’s influence has a retroactive effect on reality. 

*The way I understand this is with another theory called the many worlds theory. If our decisions are infinite, there might be a reality to accommodate all of them. Why not? I think this theory makes sense in conjunction with the retroactive effect the researchers observed. If you switch universes, some of your past may have to be rearranged. We would not notice this at all and simply think that all of our original memories were intact.

The science of parallel universes:
1. Bubble universes or (baby black hole universes)
  • Our universe is separated from others with black holes and some may exist inside black holes
  • If each bubble has it’s own law of physics, theoretically we could only exist in one.
2. Membranes and (extra dimensions)
  • Our universe is a 3 dimensional one contained within a supposed (9 dimensional) one. 
  • If there are 9 dimensions then theoretically it is possible there are many 3 dimensional realities stacked like newsprint which we can only observe by turning the page. (it is unknown if this is possible but “many worlds” suggests it could)
3. Many Worlds
-Every Possibility Exists. (Choose your own adventure)


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Monday, April 8, 2019

Brendan Fraser’s Sadness Was A Mirror To Mine

I’ve been listening to Abraham-Hicks “Law of Attraction” lectures on youtube for about 3 years now. The abridged version of the philosophy is, If you concentrate on feeling good and changing your negative thoughts to positive, you then naturally attract more positivity and abundance into your life. The entire theory is based on the premise that we are responsible for our own internal dialog. Once this is accepted we can stop blaming other people and circumstances for our unhappiness and really begin to change our lives. I’ve been listening to Abraham for a while now but it’s taken some time to digest the language and internalize ideas that resonate with me. One of those ideas is that your “vibration” (synonymous with, emotional state) attracts you to others experiencing the same or similar situations so that you can learn from them.

I have reached a point where all my suppressed emotions are spilling out, like a zombie leaking entrails everywhere. I don’t want to be around people and get all my gross entrails on them so I suppress all of it when I go out and decompress when I get home. I know I hide it well enough to get by, but I wouldn’t hold up to close scrutiny. When I look in the mirror I see pain or numbness. I actually broke the largest mirror I had in my bathroom in a fit of self loathing. Examining myself was too painful so I did what most people do, I used life as a distraction. 
One of my favorite distractions is a hobby I’ve had since long before I contemplated filmmaking as a major. Before I continue I would like to explain that I am NOT a stalker, I just love actors. I love to study their techniques, watch them improve, and I actually root for their careers like some people root for football. My hobby is to pick an actor and study their entire body of work. Or at least what I can get my hands on. I’ve studied Alan Rickman, Gary Oldman, Robert Downey Jr., James Spader, Kenneth Branagh, to name a few, and most recently Jerry Lewis, whom I recommend looking up because it’s also a history lesson and his work is easy to find. I always find something I can learn from, unusual thought provoking pieces that I never would have picked on my own. I choose actors for different reasons, sometimes it’s just because I already like them. Sometimes it’s more subliminal, they had a recent hit movie, they came up in conversation, maybe they or their spouse passed away, they came up on social media, there was a billboard on my way home, a culmination of these things usually. 

This time what got my attention was when my brother mentioned he was severely injured during the Mummy franchise, he popped up on social media because of a “me too” statement, I decided to watch the Mummy movies for the eleventy billionth time. Arguably these things are random but I am still grateful that my mind works this way. So I began watching interviews, this is how I try to get a feel for an actors personality and mannerisms in order to gauge weather a role is difficult or not much of a stretch from their true personality. I watched various interviews for about an hour then texted my best friend, “I think Brendan Fraser is me if I were a dude”. 

Disclaimer: when we watch other people it’s important to keep in mind the difference between being objective and trying to see a specific emotion which we project. We all do this. I have discovered that the initial viewing of an actor I do this, it’s my knee jerk reaction. Therefore I always come back later and attempt to focus on them objectively the second, third, fourth, time until I’m satisfied that I’m seeing only what’s presented not what I’m projecting. The following are inferences I have drawn from what I perceive Brendan’s situation is or was. Please note that some of it could be complete bullshit because I do not know him or anyone else who knows him. I did not write this to demonstrate how insightful I was trying to be with Brendan, I wrote to explain how it gave me better insight into my own life. I hope that if the right people see it, maybe it will help someone out of a similar situation to mine.

In true ostrich fashion I focused on someone else! I started reading about Brendan, watching him, reading comments on the interviews. He’s had a series of blows from life in the last 20 years, I will list them but first I want to talk about the video I identified with. An interview from December 2016 on youtube entitled “Brendan Fraser Discusses the Showtime Series, The Affair” where he appears far too overcome with emotion to be doing a public interview and the tears are barely being held back. Reading the comments I discover that his mother passed away November 21, 2016. Only 3 weeks before the interview. I’m impressed with how well he did. That’s when I thought, this looks too much like my face in the mirror to be a coincidence. It was too painful for me to look at my own life with this scrutiny. That’s how I got the idea to compare woes, find similarities and think about how I would advise him, then apply that advice to myself. What I got was clarity. 

Unprocessed emotion is like the earthquake that won’t be suppressed, it starts the killer wave of unresolved shit growing. Before you know it you have a shit tsunami you may not be able to surmount on your own, and it may ruin your health and your well being to just keep surviving it. You can only tread water for so long. I imagine Brendan’s tsunami most likely begins with grieving after divorce. It’s an old wound now so maybe it’s more like tinnitus, a ringing in your ears that doesn’t go away. There’s more to it, I’m sure working to clear alimony every year probably sucks some of the fun out of living the dream. He has 3 boys, normal daily stress, growing pains and hopefully also a good measure of joyous distraction from that front. There were also injuries, the kind that surgery can only fix in a limited fashion. One was for a ruptured disk in his back, another was a half knee replacement, and there was a vocal chord injury according to Wikipedia. From what I’ve read and seen on the screen, Brendan is very active and I would imagine having these injuries makes being active much harder to enjoy. 

Comparatively, in my life I’ve been burying stuff since childhood. The last time I felt like I had a family was age seven. My parent’s divorce was so horrific, I have never been married and I am now 40. My grandmother died, I can’t recall what year because there was no funeral, my family had a warm remembrance of her one Thanksgiving when I wasn’t there. She was our family’s matriarch and aside from her own children I was the closest one to her. My mother has dementia in a nursing home in Ohio where I can’t afford to visit her or move her any closer. Every time I call her she’s a little less herself. My self-esteem is so damaged that I walked out of class one day because I didn’t have anything to contribute to group discussion which triggered a panic attack. I’m almost done with my A.A. degree to transfer to GOD KNOWS WHERE and all of these classes must be passed! Financial aid is in play and it suffices to say I’ve counted more money than I’ve ever made. This is my shit tsunami.

Are these not some impressive giant waves of shit? I realized by comparison of his situation with mine that despite my best efforts I wasn’t able to process my own emotions successfully. Processing emotions is a skill which must be learned and cultivated through the help of a professional counselor or psychiatrist. By processing I mean, dismantling the separate issues, understanding how you feel and why, learning how to work past it, forgiving yourself and others, and moving forward. I have put it off and lied to myself that I was going to power through. It wasn’t until I started looking at someone else’s situation, that I saw the limitations I was imposing on myself by trying to handle everything alone. Now I’m working smarter, not harder. 


If by some miracle Mr. Fraser reads this I just want to say that I know it’s presumptuous and I apologize for that. This is my attempt to use the gross public scrutiny of celebrity for something good. I don’t necessarily understand what he has personally been through but I have some idea. Chances are he has already worked this out. I hope so. Not all of us are judging, some of us are identifying. Thanks to Brendan, and all other public figures for that. Love and blessings to everyone with whom this resonates.